Hello my friends,
I didn't post yesterday cause there wasn't anything to post.
Today well was a great day!!!!
I have to say that I am so overwhelmed by all the people who are reading my blogs, I can't believe that people actually want to here what's going on with me,
I have found that I have alot of support from people who I thought didn't seem to care much me or what's going on and it's awesome. Thank you for that. :)
I have been getting all kinds of ideas, and questions about why am I posting this for the world to see.... so I guess it's like this,
I have a problem and I am trying to work it out, I figure someone out there might be in the same situation and I want them to know they're not alone, I was and am ashamed of what has become of my body and health, I never in my life thought I would be as big as I am now, I thought it was because I had kids, well boy was I wrong.
I hate to look at my self in the mirror and that sucks. I hate getting my picture taken because I hate what I see. My husband has been wonderful he says he loves me for me, no matter what I look like, but really come on, let's be real....if I could be 50+ lighter he'd be happy. I'm not saying he's not happy but I know that if I was skinner he'd be liken it :)
I'm hoping in time I'll be able to look at my self and smile because I am changing my life for me and my family.
I post because it helps me get out what I am feeling and why I feel that way, I hope some time I'll be able to post actual progress pics, but not yet...lol
I have a favor to ask you all.....
I am looking for more healthy yummy things for lunch and dinner, so if there's something you really enjoy would you mind sharing?? Thanks
Well Thanks again for taking the time out of your busy life to read my post.
Have a wonderful night